Wednesday, April 4, 2012

"Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you. For everyone who asks receives; he who seeks finds; and to him who knocks, the door will be opened." -- Luke 11:9-10

I used to read this, and I would think it was about stuff.  As a kid, if I wanted a new bike, I trusted that God had my interests at heart, and I would pray really hard, only to be confused when I didn't get the bike.  Did I not pray hard enough?  Did God not hear me?  What gives?  Later, I came to think differently.  It wasn't about the stuff at all.  It was about what I thought the stuff would bring to my life.  With the bike, I wanted a way to play and move and connect with my fiends.  My old bike provided that just fine.  The flashy model wouldn't change that, and perhaps God understood I didn't need it.  Maybe it was something else I needed that I thought the bike would give me-- validation, attention, status.  There are many things I want even now, and while I don't pray to get them, rarely do I examine the needs I'm experiencing that I think the stuff would fill.  Maybe I should do that more, and understand what I should really be praying for.

Readings:  Deuteronomy 26:1-27:26; Luke 10:38-11:13; Psalms 76:1-12; Proverbs 12:15-17